After two years of searching, it just dawned on me now what I’m looking for. 4 years ago, I lived with my partner for 2 and a half years. He loved fucking my ass with his cock, his finger, toys or even odd items he found laying around the house. He also loved inviting a few friends we knew to come by and gangbang me. Another time, he wanted to see how much cum I could swallow. So we had 8 tops plus him jerk off into my mouth. He also got creative. Like putting a screwdriver into a cordless drill and pushing the handle in me while it spun. Or he’d insert Sharpie markers in me one at a time, stretching my ass open, to see how many I could take. So, I guess I’m looking for a very close replacement. All those wild, crazy things we did, I loved every second of it. Like waking up in the mid of the night cause he’s pushing his cock in my mouth. I’m looking for an aggressive top that is also respectful. I enjoy being on the sub side. I wanna do and let you do whatever you want. Let’s spend a few hours together. One on one is DEFINITELY great for me but I gotta admit, My absolute fantasy is to bottom for multiple tops at once again. Maybe up to 4 or 5.